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Heal 2 Feel with Liat Gerszt & Mercedes JavidAuthor: Liat Gerszt and MJ Javid
Welcome to Season 2 of Heal 2 Feel, the podcast where we dive into all things health, wellness, and spiritualitythink Reiki, hypnotherapy, near-death experiences, and mastering your mindset. I'm Liat and I've always been fascinated with life after death, past lives, psychics, healers, and holistic health . I love spreading this knowledge and have a passion for helping people dive deep into their root causes of pain and break free from self limiting beliefs to transform their lives. And I'm MJa reality star turned wife, mother, and real estate agentjumping headfirst into the world of self-care, searching for sanity all while still bringing the fun and keeping things a little unpredictable in true "MJ" form!I'm open to trying all of this, but if it doesn't come with a side of champagne, I have questions! We're bringing in top experts in health and wellnessplus some fascinating and famous guests to share their stories, struggles, and secrets to feeling their best, all while keeping it fun and full of laughs! And let's be real we may spill a little behind-the-scenes celebrity gossip that you won't want to miss. Get ready for expert insights, raw conversations, and plenty of laughs along the way.We're diving into it allone deep breath, a little laughter, and a lot of fun along the way. Heal 2 Feelcoming soon. Subscribe now and let's start this journey together! Let's do it. But fair warningI'm bringing snacks and a little tea to spill. Language: en Genres: Alternative Health, Health & Fitness, Religion & Spirituality, Spirituality Contact email: Get it Feed URL: Get it iTunes ID: Get it Trailer: |
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Ayahuasca, Ego Death & True Healing: How Plant Medicine Changed Our Lives Forever (Ep 43)
Episode 43
Wednesday, 28 January, 2026
In this deeply honest and transformational episode of Heal 2 Feel, we sit down with Colette Abedi and Kerry Rhodes for an unforgettable conversation about plant medicine, grief, identity, and what real healing actually requires. Colette shares how losing her father led her to ayahuasca—and ultimately to producing The Medicine documentary and writing her novel My Uncaged Summer. Kerry opens up about life after the NFL, surrendering control, ego death, and how plant medicine helped him reconnect to his purpose, his voice, and himself. This episode explores the truth many people miss: plant medicine isn't the cure — it opens the door. The work is still yours. If you're navigating grief, divorce, identity shifts, or standing at the edge of a deeper healing journey, this conversation will meet you right where you are. Episode Timestamps 00:00 – The truth about healing: "It's not the cure — the cure is inside you" 02:00 – Why plant medicine became part of this journey 05:20 – Colette's grief, losing her father, and saying yes to ayahuasca 08:45 – "I saw my dad" — breaking the veil & life after death 12:10 – What ayahuasca actually feels like (the purge + surrender) 15:00 – Kerry's life after the NFL & fear of losing control 18:45 – Ego death, therapy, and asking: Is there more inside me? 22:30 – Reliving childhood wounds & the power of remembering 26:00 – Seeing life from the higher self perspective 30:00 – Past lives, energy, and altered states of consciousness 35:00 – Why plant medicine can blow up your life (and why that's okay) 40:15 – Leaving marriages, choosing yourself, and sacred endings 45:00 – From validation to self-love 49:30 – Healing masculine & feminine energy 53:30 – Colette's book My Uncaged Summer & Persian culture 58:00 – Dating, soul connections & being whole on your own 1:02:00 – Final reflections: when the medicine calls Colette Abedi Author | Producer 📖 My Uncaged Summer (available everywhere books are sold) 📸 Instagram: @coletteabedi Kerry Rhodes Former NFL Player | Actor | Musician 🎵 New single: Hush 📸 Instagram: @kerryon_ 🎧 Apple Podcasts | Spotify 📺 YouTube (full episode + clips) Follow the show: @h2fpod Rate & review: Apple Podcasts + Spotify (it helps more than you know!) Share with a friend who's ready to go deeper, let go, or begin again.
