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Porn, Betrayal, Sex and the Experts PBSEAuthor: Steve Moore & Mark Kastleman
Two sex addicts in long-term successful recovery are ALSO world-class Counselors who specialize in porn and sex addiction recovery. Drawing on 40 years of combined personal and professional experience, Mark and Steve get RAW and REAL about HOW to overcome addiction, heal betrayal trauma and save your marriage. If you're struggling with addictionwe get it. Recovery is hard. We've been there. We'll help you take the fight to your addiction like never before. If you're married to an addictwe KNOW what it's like to nearly destroy a marriage! We'll help you understand the world of your husband's addiction and begin healing your betrayal trauma, regardless of what he decides to do. You don't have to stay stuck. You don't have to keep suffering. We've made all the mistakes so you don't have to. Take back your life. Take back your marriage. Let's do this together! This is the PBSE podcast. Language: en-us Genres: Health & Fitness, Mental Health, Sexuality Contact email: Get it Feed URL: Get it iTunes ID: Get it |
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He Knew Porn Was a Dealbreaker—So Why Did He Marry Me Without Telling Me?
Episode 353
Monday, 5 October, 2026
(Episode 353) A betrayed partner discovered after nearly eleven years of marriage that her husband had maintained a secret pornography addiction for more than twenty-five years. What makes the betrayal especially devastating is that he knew from the beginning that pornography violated her deeply held values and that, had she known the truth while they were dating, she would not have married him. She is therefore grieving far more than his pornography use. She is grieving the marriage she believed she consented to and wrestling with the realization that information essential to her decision-making was deliberately withheld. Her questions are painful and legitimate: If he loved me, why wasn't I enough motivation for him to stop? Why didn't he even try? And didn't he essentially make my choice for me by hiding something he knew could end the relationship?We explore the possible reasons behind this kind of deception while making a crucial distinction: there are reasons, but there are no excuses. Addiction, shame, fear of rejection, emotional immaturity, codependency and the desperate need to preserve a religious, relational or social facade can all contribute to secrecy. An addict may sincerely believe he loves his partner while still possessing an immature and dysfunctional capacity to practice love through honesty, vulnerability and respect for her agency. He may hide because he believes, If she sees the real me, she will never choose me. But by withholding the truth in order to control the outcome, he deprives her of the ability to make an informed choice. His willingness to recover now does not mean she suddenly became valuable; it may mean that his capacity to see her value, confront himself and live authentically is finally beginning to change.For the betrayed partner, healing is not about simply “getting over it.” She has the right to grieve, to feel anger, to take time, to establish boundaries and to decide what she authentically wants now. Acceptance means acknowledging reality as it is; it does not mean approving of what happened, forgetting it, immediately forgiving it or committing to remain in the marriage. If they choose to rebuild together, the process may require therapeutic disclosure, meaningful amends and consistent living amends over time. Most importantly, genuine recovery requires the addict to become a fundamentally more honest and transparent person—not merely someone who has stopped using pornography. Although her original ability to choose may have been compromised by deception, she can reclaim that agency now by deciding what safety, healing, trust and the future of the relationship will require.For a full transcript of this podcast in article format, go to: He Knew Porn Was a Dealbreaker—So Why Did He Marry Me Without Telling Me?Learn more about Mark and Steve's revolutionary online porn/sexual addiction recovery and betrayal trauma healing program at—daretoconnectnow.comFind out more about Steve Moore at: Ascension CounselingLearn more about Mark Kastleman at: Reclaim Counseling Services
