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The Penis Project Podcast: Breaking Taboos in Mens Sexual HealthAuthor: Sexologist Melissa Hadley Barrett
With over 219,000 streams and nearly 200 episodes, The Penis Project Podcasthosted by Australian Nurse Practitioner and Sexologist Melissa Hadley Barrett offers groundbreaking conversations about mens sexual health. Launched in 2020 by Melissa and physiotherapist Jo Milios, the podcast combines expert knowledge, scientific insights, and interviews with her patients and their partners to address sensitive topics men often struggle to discuss, including erectile dysfunction, prostate and bladder cancer recovery, Peyronies disease, premature ejaculation and intimacy in relationships. Melissa, who refers to herself as the Unexpected Sexologist, brings decades of clinical experience and compassion to every episode, highlighting that sexual wellbeing involves both physical and emotional health. Join this global community in breaking down stigma, finding support, and accessing practical solutions to common yet overlooked mens health issues. Available on all major podcast platforms, with new episodes every fortnightstart listening today. Language: en Genres: Health & Fitness, Medicine, Sexuality Contact email: Get it Feed URL: Get it iTunes ID: Get it |
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234: The Drunk Gambler with Erectile Dysfunction: Tom Jenkins on Addiction, Shame and Finding His Way Back
Episode 235
Tuesday, 27 October, 2026
Episode Overview: On this episode of The Penis Project Podcast, Melissa Hadley Barrett speaks with Tom Jenkins, an author based in rural Colombia, about his memoir The Drunk Gambler with Erectile Dysfunction. Tom is not a clinician, and this is not a clinical conversation. It is one man’s honest account of shame, addiction and disconnection, and how he found his way through it. Tom describes how his erectile difficulties first appeared during his early sexual experiences and continued to show up specifically with women he genuinely liked, rather than in lower-stakes encounters. He talks openly about the role alcohol and gambling played in masking his lack of confidence, about turning to over-the-counter Cialis for years without ever discussing it with a doctor, and about a period of using sex workers while trying to fill the gap left by giving up drinking and gambling. The conversation moves into Tom’s experience with ayahuasca, a traditional plant medicine used in Amazonian ceremonies, which he credits as a turning point in dealing with the root causes of his anxiety and low self-worth. Tom describes the process as confronting but ultimately transformative and explains how it led him to make broader lifestyle changes around diet, exercise, work and connection with others. Tom now credits meeting his wife, Darcy, along with complete honesty about his history from the very beginning of their relationship, as central to his erectile difficulties resolving over time without medication. Melissa balances Tom’s personal story with an important clinical distinction: while performance anxiety and situational erectile difficulty are common and can often improve with confidence, communication and addressing the psychological side, physical causes of erectile dysfunction become increasingly common with age and are nothing to feel ashamed about. Medication has a legitimate place in treatment and is not a sign of failure. Golden Tip: The tell-tale sign it’s in your head: if you’re waking up with erections, things work fine solo, and you still feel aroused seeing someone attractive, but it falls apart the moment you’re with someone you actually care about, that’s probably performance anxiety talking, not a physical problem. Help is available both psychologically and medically. In This Episode, We Cover Why Tom’s erectile difficulties showed up specifically with women he liked, not in casual encounters The role alcohol played in masking, and worsening, his confidence and sexual function Years of using over-the-counter tadalafil (Cialis) without ever having a conversation with a doctor available without a prescription where Tom lives, though not in Australia, where it requires one His experience visiting sex workers, and a candid discussion of consent and ethics in that industry How ayahuasca ceremonies helped him confront shame, forgiveness and the root causes of his anxiety The lifestyle changes that followed, including diet, exercise, regenerative agriculture and community Meeting his wife Darcy and the role of complete honesty in resolving his erectile difficulties without medication Melissa’s clinical perspective on the difference between psychological and physical causes of erectile dysfunction, and why medication is never something to be ashamed of Key Message from Tom Tom’s message is that there is no single fix and no need to be ashamed of the path it takes to get there. For him, the turning point came through confronting the root causes of his anxiety and self-worth rather than continuing to manage the symptoms. He is open about the fact that everyone’s journey is different, and hopes that sharing his story, mistakes and all, will help other men feel less alone in theirs. Resources & Links Visit Tom’s website Buy Tom’s book, ‘The Drunk Gambler with Erectile Dysfunction’: Amazon Book a telehealth appointment with our sexual health nurse practitioners at https://rshealth.com.au/book-appointment or email admin@rshealth.com.au We also have a free Resource Library, sign up for access here: https://rshealth.com.au/resource-library For more information check out our websites www.rshealth.com.au , www.makehardeasy.com.au and www.melissahadleybarrett.com.au Click here to shop for medical devices and other products mentioned on the show: https://restorative-health-clinic.myshopify.com/ Click here to watch Melissa’s YouTube videos: Melissa Hadley Barrett Need Support? At Restorative Health Clinic, we support men and their partners with: Penile rehabilitation after prostate cancer treatment Erectile dysfunction Vacuum pump and constriction ring education and prescription Penile injection therapy Intimacy and sexual recovery Partner-inclusive support where appropriate Practical, evidence-based strategies for rebuilding confidence and function We offer telehealth consultations Australia-wide and internationally, making it easier for men to access experienced, compassionate support no matter where they live. If Tom’s story sounds familiar, we would love to hear from you. Restorative Health Clinic also has a psychologist-sexologist in the team. If you are struggling with the emotional or psychological side of erectile dysfunction, prostate cancer recovery, or intimacy, we can support you there too as an individual or as a couple. Listen & Subscribe If you found this episode helpful, please subscribe, rate, and review The Penis Project Podcast. Your feedback helps more men and their partners find these conversations. Search for The Penis Project Podcast on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, or your favourite podcast app. We also have a free Resource Library, sign up for access here: https://rshealth.com.au/resource-library Connect With Us We love hearing from real people navigating their health. If you would like to share your story or ask a question, get in touch. Email: admin@rshealth.com.au Websites: rshealth.com.au makehardeasy.com.au melissahadleybarrett.com Instagram: @melissahadleybarrett @restorativehealth.clinic YouTube: Melissa Hadley Barrett TikTok: @melissahadleybarrett Facebook: Melissa Hadley Barrett Restorative Health Clinic LinkedIn: Melissa Hadley Barrett TEDx Talk: Watch on YouTube
