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Beyond Broken Vows | Christian Marriage, Adultery, Pornography Addiction, Sexual Betrayal, IntimacyAuthor: Emily & Johnny Spigelmire Christian Marriage Recovery Coaches
***Top 1.5% Global Podcast***Dear Betrayed,Are you in shock? Confused, devastated, hurt, angry and feeling like you are not enough? Do you feel like it must be your fault, like you should have somehow seen the signs? Are you grieving the death of the marriage you thought you had?Dear Betrayer,Have you been believing the lie that if people knew what was really in your heart and mind, they would turn their back on you? Have you been convinced that your wife and family would leave you and you would lose everything if/when you came clean? Beloved, do you both feel like your marriage is over?Well, youre right. That marriage full of secrets and lies IS over. But now there is hope for an honest and transparent marriage - one full of trust, safety, connection, forgiveness, acceptance, and intimacy that youve never known before. Bold statement, right? You may be thinking, No way! Thats okay. We understandHi, we are Johnny and Emily Spigelmire and we have been where you are...As a result of adultery fueled by pornography, the marriage vows we had exchanged as starry-eyed newlyweds and had worked so hard to keep were eventually shattered. Weve been through hell and back. But we are here, together, to let you know that this devastation we experienced was actually a gift.Of course, we didnt see it that way at first and you probably dont either. But, through a commitment to recovery, our faith in God, and our hope for redemption, we set out on a journey of healing, and we cant wait to share what weve learned with you. We now have a marriage that continually blows our minds, and we give God all the glory!So, if youre ready to move from heartbreak and pain to hope and healing, grab your favorite beverage, get comfy, and join us on a journey of faith as we talk through difficult questions like;Is there hope for our marriage?Can I fix all the damage Ive done?Can I ever trust again?Is true intimacy even possible?We will also do deep dives into the topics of:* Isolation* Guilt and Sham Language: en Genres: Christianity, Relationships, Religion & Spirituality, Society & Culture Contact email: Get it Feed URL: Get it iTunes ID: Get it Trailer: |
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165 | Summer Stories of Hope: Healing From Sexual Betrayal and Relapse, with Suzanne
Monday, 6 July, 2026
Note: Our guest’s name has been changed for privacy. Before she and her husband got married, he told her about his childhood sexual abuse and same-sex attraction. He said he was in counseling. She thought it was handled. It wasn’t. Thirty-eight years, four children, multiple betrayals, a rehab stint, and a relapse later, Suzanne knows the truth: healing is not a one-time decision. It’s a daily surrender. This story does not wrap up in a nice neat bow. It is a raw, honest account of a wife who walked through the fog of betrayal, held her family together while her world fell apart, and clung to God in the midst of her fear and doubt. But it is also a story full of hope. Even in the messy middle, Suzanne has seen the miraculous hand of God at work in her life and marriage. If you are tired of pretending everything is fine, you need to hear her story. In this episode, Suzanne shares: The weight of keeping secrets to protect his reputation What it felt like to discover betrayal after betrayal over decades How she endured separation, rehab, and relapse What God has been teaching her layer by layer in the long war Listen now to be reminded that God sees you in the fight, and He is not finished yet. We pray this blesses you, Johnny and Emily 💜Work with us! coaching.beyondbrokenvows.com 💜Hang out with us and support our ministry on Patreon, beyondbrokenvows.com/partner 💜Become a Beyond Broken Vows Insider! Receive our weekly newsletter with behind-the-scenes stories, marriage tips, podcast previews and early access to giveaways and promotions! insider.beyondbrokenvows.com 💜Send us a voice message on SpeakPipe RESOURCES: Download our e-book, “9 Steps to Healing After Sexual Betrayal: For Couples Who Have Chosen to Stay Married” Covenant Eyes Use promo Code BBV to get 30 days free! (website purchase only) RELATED EPISODES: Episode 164. Summer Stories of Hope: Discovering True Intimacy After Infidelity, with Jacob and Leah Episode 163. Summer Stories of Hope: Beyond Porn-Fueled Infidelity, with Felicia NEXT STEPS: ✔️FOLLOW so you don’t miss a show! ✔️Leave a 5-star rating & written review on Apple Podcast. ✔️ You can connect with us at support@beyondbrokenvows.com.
